Thursday, April 28, 2011
Today's aim: to be in bed by 1030
Mm sounds good! :)
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(emilia) blogged at 6:26 PM
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Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Identify yourselves stalkers!
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(emilia) blogged at 2:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Tmr will be midweek. Midweek of the 5 day work week.
Just 24 more working hours to the long weekend!
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(emilia) blogged at 11:15 PM
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Thursday, April 21, 2011
Last day of the week! And its a half day! Awesome!
Going for my first (and definitely last) marathon later today!
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(emilia) blogged at 8:54 AM
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Saigang: can u help me with this?
Saigang magnet: no!
Learn to say no to saigang aka shit.
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(emilia) blogged at 6:47 PM
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Sunday, April 17, 2011
Broke my own record today. 6.5h in the salon! That also means I haven't been to the toilet for the past 6.5h! Wow! Haha!
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(emilia) blogged at 9:09 PM
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Comfort food.
Water?
Or maybe dtf xlb.
Or sushi tei aburi salmon.
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(emilia) blogged at 10:47 AM
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Monday, April 04, 2011
Morale low. How come the track isn't 800m?? Sigh so I only ran 1.2km in the end. Felt so long already! Well at least my muscles aren't aching. Haha.
And why is the weather so hot these few days?
Day 2 of detox going well! Even though I feel like a cow when I chew on the raw doumiao and lettuce, at least I lost some weight! Haha! And I feel healthier!
Ah yes! Time to paint my nails!
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(emilia) blogged at 4:06 PM
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Sunday, April 03, 2011
Maybe I should rebel. Can i do that? Will I wanna do that?
Or perhaps just swallow it down. Bottle it up, and hope it becomes better.
Be labelled a rebel! Imagine that!
I shall give it some thought later during my jog, can't wait to get it over and done with. At least I found something to distract me from the run.
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(emilia) blogged at 4:08 PM
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Saturday, April 02, 2011
haha blogging is still quite addictive after all this while! shall do a short 4th entry for today!
hmm basically this is a bimbo entry.
I THINK I'M GETTING FAT. omg seriously! i think i've gained 0.5-1kg recently!! and at first i was thinking it might be water retention at night, but noooooo its WEIGHT! omggahhh.
and so its proven that diet really plays a part in weight control. eating out is not good.
btw did i mention i signed up for the JPMORGAN marathon! ok sounds big i know, but its the walk category la. hmm 5.6click.. at first i thought it would just be like strolling to and fro orchard, but now come to think of it, its not going to be so easy even without the sun. whoa die.
i might have to start training. omg. imagine that. how how i don't want muscular calves! its not as if wearing heels aren't causing my calves to become tone and firm alr. i don't want a bulging muscle at my calves. yucks.
ok no choice though.. i shall brace myself for a jog tomorrow evening. my dad says he's going for a jog tmr morning, but i seriously doubt i can wake up so early (he says he wants to jog before the sun comes up). that's insane for a sunday morning. ok so evening it is. i hope. tmr's target - 2.4km. ok just thinking if this distance is making me shudder a bit since the last time i ran that distance was j1 and that was like SUPER long ago. omg.
ok double motivation - lose weight. prepare for jp walk.
btw i'm back to watching hk drama! yippeeee~
and maybe it isn't so bad i don't have any one who's that interested in every single thing i say. because i've found you again, and i'm so glad i did! hello blogspot my old friend! and i realise blogging isn't that obsolete, kev ky bean and glori still blog! and i'm going to add to that number! =)
(emilia) blogged at 9:37 PM
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Test test! Blogging from my phone!
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(emilia) blogged at 1:11 PM
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ok maybe i don't need retail therapy.
i just need to do something different.
maybe travel somewhere, perhaps even a beach holiday?
(emilia) blogged at 1:04 PM
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perhaps blogging has become obsolete. replaced by facebook it seems. but i think the idea of blogging, sharing ur life or thoughts with people hasn't changed. i personally prefer blogging since i can write more, be more expressive in what i think and basically put my thoughts into perspective. well maybe you can do the same on fb by writing in the notes, but isn't it weird if somehow you accidentally change ur privacy settings and accidentally let the whole world read what was supposedly private? but yea my basic point being maybe i should be reverting back to blogging soon. its not like i blog to get viewership, i blog because i want to, and for the simple reason that i type faster than i write haha.
i used to blog more frequently, possibly coz i had more issues that i couldn't resolve and spilling it out helped to frame my thought process better. but now, why am i blogging less? is it because i have lesser issues? hmm seems like it. well of course i have grown out of that jc adolescent phase, but doesn't adulthood and work life have its problems too? maybe i'm thinking less now, being too contented with the way things are.
yes. my life is too stagnant. ok so that's an issue. yes it is.
i think i've said this before, for my work life, i don't think its the most challenging job yet. and its definitely not (yet) pushing me to reach my full potential. like i don't see myself critically thinking to solve a problem; reason being there is no exciting problem. or even if there is an issue, there is a standard way you should follow to resolve it. hmm. yea. and i think the only way u can avoid a stagnant work life is to work late, but what's the point in working late and doing something that isn't mentally challenging?? ok everyone says that the first year of audit is like that, and its supposed to get better over the years when you get more responsibility. yea guess so. but that's in years to come, i mean, why tekan urself at ur first year when your pay isn't justified right? passion? hmm then the opportunity cost is your social life. sigh.
well its not like my social life is very exciting either. its cyclical i tell you. once again i'm getting bored. yes i know i get bored pretty easily, be it with things or people, but I can't help it right?maybe i should stop talking, or rather talk lesser to the same few people in this current phase of my life, and find new people to talk to. i mean no matter how much you enjoy talking to someone, its inevitable that the conversation revolves around the same few topics. well i'm not saying i don't like those topics, i actually like listening about the investment theories, the jogging etc, but.. hmm somehow after a while, it seems like i'm attending lectures to gain new knowledge. how should i put it? talking about these topics will of course improve my knowledge in these areas and i can sense your passion for these topics, but sometimes after work i just wanna talk about something lighter. or maybe sometimes i just wanna talk about the topics that I wanna talk about. i know you listen, but i can tell you're not that interested, so therefore i cut myself short. and that's a problem isn't it? even though i'm a good listener, it doesn't mean i don't like to talk, actually i love to talk, tell people what i think. but i just play the role of the listener these days. sigh. i listen. listen. and then listen. what happened to those people who can listen to me?
or maybe i'm just a bit bored that my life is getting a bit stagnant. but what can i do to make it less stagnant? i thought i found the answer actually, but come to think of it, nah, it wouldn't make a difference. i'm going to be laid back about it.
I NEED SOME RETAIL THERAPY!
(emilia) blogged at 12:14 PM
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