wow its been almost half a year since i've last blogged. thank you to my loyal fans out there who visit my blog more often than i do these days! lol!

alright, so its already mid march, and i've been working for erm.. 7.5 months! ok since work is highly P&C, i can't say much online. but in summary, so far so good, i'm surviving audit! and my skin hasn't sagged nor have i formed dark eye circles/bags yet. next 2 weeks shall be intimidating.. but i think i can survive!

i've been wanting to blog the whole week, but exactly about what... lemme recall haha.

early this week, or rather last weekend, i realised that boredom is a scary thing. I was on leave last week while everyone else was basically busy at work or school, so I spent most of my time nua-ing and doing random thing (i went to the ZOO btw!). That got me through till Friday. Then the weekend came. First time in I can't remember when that I didn't have plans on a sat night. my dad was so surprised he commented 'how come you're at home?'. haha right. so basically I was dead bored. and it really didn't help that pptv isn't showing my hk drama anymore!!! like seriously, how do you expect me to kill time if I can't watch episodes after episodes on weekends! so anyway my point was, I didn't have anything to watch online, and nobody to go out with. I mean, i've been wanting to stay at home for a while so that I can spend some time with my family, I realised that I haven't been talking to my mum much coz she's always busy with either my sis or my bro. So basically she assumes that all is good in my life. but anyway the main idea was, I was home for a good 2 days last weekend while everyone in the family went out and left me alone. nice. home alone with nothing to do. I was restless. yes. that's why my mum keeps telling me to get out of the house when i'm bored. interesting isn't it? usually mums will keep nagging at their kids to stay at home more often, but my mum tries to get me out of the house to that i won't disturb her haha.

Well i'm not sure if it is a good or bad thing. but i found out about priorities last weekend. I mean i was quite upset about it, but it really did knock a lot of sense into me and really put things into perspective. It was actually quite hard to swallow that down, but at the very minimal consolation, now i know. talk about time management haha.

I re-read a book recently, or rather the past 2 days. The previous time I read it, it seemed to me like some airy fairy nonsense, probably because I couldn't put it into context yet, but now it seems to make more sense! haha i shall see if it actually works!

oh not sure if any of you caught the special in sunday times last weekend! haha its about how singles these days are more pro-active about signing themselves up at dating agencies! lol! and apparently pple my age are starting to sign up for it! omgaah. but its so expensive! entrance fee of 2000?? ok yes even though my parents have been too busy to talk to me much, but out of the few sentences they tell me, its mostly got to do with finding a boyfriend. okok i get it, i've put it on my agenda this year! i actually jokingly said to my dad 'pa, why not u pay for my dating agency fee, then sure can find very fast'. then my dad was like 'oh but don't u go out so often?'. ok so i inferred that since he didn't directly say 'no', its actually a yes and he might actually contemplate sending me to these agencies when the time comes.

some pple feel the pressure coz female bio clocks are ticking. did you all know that some 23 year old woman in romania is a GRANDMOTHER. omg. ok that's like all the way at the end of the life cycle already! i feel like i'm still some caterpillar who hasn't even built its cocoon yet. hmm its called the lava stage? lol. ok some pri school science knowledge still sticks with me.

ok i just re-read the last part of this entry. no i'm not getting desperate! its just an interesting topic that I thought would be fun to talk about haha. i mean why settle for less when you know you're worth more right? hahaha! and i know most of you reading this are single anyway, so this is prob an interesting read lol.
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