omg what if i'm really suffering from CERVICAL SPONDYLOSIS??? it's CHRONIC!!

and i might... lose control of my bowel movements!

it's supposed to strike pple in their 60s, but i just turned 21!!

my mum says it's not. but i seem to hit all the symptoms.. when i joke that i'm old, i didn't mean THIS OLD =(

ok no more pushing away physio. physiotherapy and pilates here i come!!!!!!
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this is week 3 of my exams, and the 5th week of hibernation. i have been at home for so long that i felt a little weird going to school and seeing so many pple. i think this is really my longest exam yet.

i have 1 more week to go before my blue sky holiday starts.

most pple would have started their holidays on monday, and perhaps have 1-2 weeks to prepare for their big 4 interviews. sadly not me. this week is the worst week for me because i'm studying for this elec that i realised i have no interest in at all. and it's so mathematical, and the tvm theory is driving me nuts. how am i supposed to rmb what i learnt 2 years ago?? i even had to ask birong a very basic qns - what does it mean when a bond is sold at par? i felt a little silly to ask coz she answered it so easily. well, my only excuse is that i'm an acc student. i'm definitely going to stay in the accounting line. bye bye banks.

i'm counting down to the 11th. ok, strictly speaking, i'd be ecstatic once i finish my interviews on the 10th. then i will be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to do anything i want and not worry at the back of my mind whether i have completed my revision, and whether i can get a 'S'. sian.

anyway to celebrate ap's belated 21st, we went to this new place at vivo - st. louis castle (sth like that). well, i think the food was not bad, but not value for money. and it's weird coz i think they hire under-aged waitresses to appeal to pedophiles. the waitress who greeted us at the entrance was this bespectacled blur looking girl who looks at most 16 years old. and as yunru puts it, the waitress uniform looks like their PE uniform! lol so yes, they wore shorts, which i thought looked quite inappropriate. and well, i guess to make it look less like a PE uniform, they wore angel wings and tiaras too! yeshhhh. i really don't understand why pple want to wear such clothes for $4.50/h. is it really worth it?? and i don't even think the angel wings fit into the whole castle theme at all.

well but on the whole, i think the restaurant was not bad. and we talked abt very interesting topics that evening. i never knew singapore still had discos! and ktv girls!! o m g! and it's at orchard road!! scary scary.

8 more days to freedom. i want to go on a holiday. bangkok. hk again?
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