sighhhhhhhhh i'm so damn SAD!! most pple say it's very demoralising to be rejected, but i think to reject other pple is even worse!

i'm really feeling down in the dumps now.

cargill called just now. i got the internship. lucky me. but guess what? i rejected them. nice.

fyi, cargill is a privately owned MNC, and if it were to be listed, it would be top 20 in the fortune 500 companies. sighhhhhhhhhhh. and what's worst is that i actually had a choice of which dept i wanted to intern at! cargill has this great commodities trading dept and i definitely could have learnt so much from there! but now, i'm stuck reviewing FRS for 10 weeks for a probable 3-digit pay.

sigh. my mum says i should be happy that so many companies want me, but too bad there is only one of me. bad timing. why didn't cargill call earlier?? siannn. kris was nice enough to come down to accompany me and 'share my sadness'. and she's treating me to a drink later. thanks kristin! =)

nvm i shall attempt to stop wallowing in sadness. AGD really isn't that bad la. for one, there is the brand name. and there would be 6 of us, of which i know 4 others already, so i'd definitely have lunch buddies. and it's kinda near the mrt.

take a deep breath emilia!
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