i need to smile more.

a more conscious effort.
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sigh my morale is damn low now. got horned 3 times today, and that also means i almost got into 3 accidents today...

in the morning, it wasn't really my fault, but i guess i could have pressed a little more on the brake. there was this car that suddenly came to a stop coz he was trying to jump into the queue out of the PIE, so my instinct was to change to my right lane.. and i kinda forgot to check for oncoming traffic on my right. sigh. BEEP BEEP.

then just now, i gave ap a lift home and somehow, the filter lane at her house had a super massive jam, or rather, the oncoming traffic was crazy. so i kinda inched forward too much and completely didn't realise there an oncoming car till it horned at me =(

then not long after i dropped ap home, i was trying to change lane near KAP, and i didn't see there was an oncoming car on my left. BEEEEEEEEEEP, and i swerved back to my lane. the driver drove past and glared at me. sighh.

i think i have serious problems seeing cars at night. night blindness? chonghan says he has super good night vision, well, but that's coz he's colour deficient. my mum tried to console me that it was a good thing the drivers horned, coz otherwise i would have crashed and got into an accident =( my sis also said it was a consolation that i didn't get into one. sigh.

i really think i need to check my lanes more carefully when i drive. and this is especially at night! somehow, i'm too used to driving on the PIE, so it's really high time for me to hit the brakes more consciously. slow down, check my mirrors before turning; not turn and check at the same time! sighh.

morale super low now =(

but well, at least cheeming said i don't look havoc, but the first impression he had was that i was very gossipy. hmm is that even a consolation? morale sinking.
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sometimes i think army doesn't really train our guys to be men after all lol -

:)says:
a beetle.............
(emilia) says:
HAHAHHAA
:) says:
just landed on my ethernet cable
:) says:
HOW
:) says:
haha
(emilia) says:
take tissue paper and flush it in the toilet bowl!!
(emilia) says:
that's what i always do
:) says:
aiyo must wash hands
:) says:
lazy
:) says:
can it fly away itself
(emilia) says:
that's why u use tissue paper mah
:) says:
still must wash mah
(emilia) says:
fold it into 4 parts so it'd be thick
:) says:
so dirty
(emilia) says:
won't la
(emilia) says:
then use 2 tissue papers - extra thick
:) says:
haha I will still wash hah
(emilia) says:
aiya then wash la
(emilia) says:
beetles are super annoying
:) says:
YES
:) says:
they have no sense of direction

and who says i'm a pampered girl??

btw eagles eye is an awesome movie! highly recommended! =)
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guess what. i have eyebags. siannnnnnnnnnn. must have been the late nights the past weekend haha. shall take a nap after lunch later.

my mum said that i seem to be hanging out with kristin zw and gan super often these days. i guess it's kinda true. lol. just last fri, zw kristin and i went for super late supper at kembangan till 330am!! goodness. it was really a last minute decision actually coz kristin and i were not full from pasta de waruku, so we asked zw out for supper at kembangan area. the meesua soso la. we would have wanted to stay longer if it wasn't for a group of jigopeks and china women who sat next to us and started puffing into our faces. sick. so in the end, we went to kristin's living room to bum and chat. by the time i slept, it was already 430am! omg. damn tired. and this was especially since last week was an INSANE project rush-athon. last tues wed thurs and fri, i had an average of 7 hours of project meetings each day. freaky. and friday was the most 'exciting' day of all with my adrenaline levels exploding when we realised that half of our IT systems flowchart was incorrect! ap and i were changing it like mad and we did our online submission only 28 seconds before 5pm!! super disastrous day. but i must say our IT group bonds quite well together haha. on thurs night, we were so burnt out that we had to play music and ap and fuda started swaying and dancing lol! then we also had our camwhore sessions using fuda's cam. lol, fuda just told me he wants to set up a fb account for me so that he can post my photos online! nonono! i kinda told the whole world that i'm not getting fb,so nonono! haha

my IT group haha. fuda cheeming me aipheng

anyway, sat and sun weren't spared from projects either. spent the whole of last weekend and yesterday rushing out my individual part for 201 and 202 projects. sigh. well, i guess i could have been much more efficient if i wasn't chatting on msn, but without all those chatting, i'm quite sure i would have experienced severe burn out. so yesterday, i was DYING to watch a movie and thank goodness kristin agreed to come all the way from ntu to watch 'house bunny' with me! yay! zw came too since he stays so near amk. too bad gan couldn't come coz he was at dover giving tuition. it would have been fun watching such chickflicks with him since he's such a bitch himself hahaha. crap he better not read this. anyway, house bunny was quite a good show! yay i love chickflicks haha. too bad zw sat between kristin and i, so we couldn't really give direct comments about the show. chickflicks should be strictly a girl thing (no offence zw!). anyway, there was this completely disgusting huge girl in the movie that i found nauseating! she was HUGE and APE-LIKE, and the part where she tried to seduce the guy at the pool table was totally OFF. haha.

anyway, i just read birong's blog and i realised that her life is so hip! lol drinking at walawala(a very bad bar), watching f1 from the sg flyer, shopping at vivo etc. seriously must catch up with her soon.
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after 2 years, i'm back to blogspot again. haha. yes diaryland is really not that user-friendly after all, especially since it takes me an hour to modify the templates and it kinda murdered my tagboard for the past 3 months. haha so after getting consensus from gan and zw, i'm back to where i first started.

anyway, i had a very funny convo with gan just now:

(emilia) says:
gan
(emilia) says:
u gg for the india cultural thingy???
(emilia) says:
sure nottt
:) says:
no lah haha
:) says:
thought of
:) says:
but india
:) says:
haha
(emilia) says:
LOL
(emilia) says:
damn funny
(emilia) says:
if u're gg india, i'd go with u
(emilia) says:
then 2 of us can complain like mad
:) says:
india you will go me hhahaha
:) says:
I think we will just faint halfway
:) says:
4 weeks you know
:) says:
haha
:) says:
I keep thinking what I can eat there
:) says:
hahaha
(emilia) says:
hahaha
(emilia) says:
4 WEEKS???
(emilia) says:
whoa i'd knock my head against the wall
(emilia) says:
my friend said the roads there have both cow and human shit
:) says:
haha yes
:) says:
they just pee anywhere
(emilia) says:
u went to india before?
:) says:
no lah
:) says:
omg
:) says:
my friends went before
(emilia) says:
lol
:) says:
they just pee at any wall
(emilia) says:
so gross
(emilia) says:
i'd probably have to bring luggage full of dettol
:) says:
hahaha
(emilia) says:
haha gan, i just copied and pasted our whole convo onto my blog
(emilia) says:
haha
:) says:
OMG
:) says:
cannot!
:) says:
later ppl see how
(emilia) says:
whyyy
:) says:
they thik I racist
:) says:
hahaha
(emilia) says:
i posted alr
(emilia) says:
they dunno it's u la
:) says:
good
:) says:
haha
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