i feel sad now. listening to 'journey' makes me feel even more sad, but i just like listening to it over and over again.
" sometimes it feels no one understands, i don't even know why i do the things i do"
possible reasons why i am so miserable and sad today:
1) i had a very bad dream last night, it wasn't a nightmare, but it wasn't a good dream. i can't remember the actual content, but all i know is that it was very disturbing and it disrupted my precious sleep.
2) i had to wake up early for fac com interview.
3) there was a lizard in the toilet.
4) i came out of the toilet in the morning and received an sms from dawei. he said i was late for the interview(it was 9am) and i haven't combed my hair or anything yet. dawei had sms-ed the wrong time to everyone; instead of telling us to go at 830, he smsed 930.
5) didn't finish getting ready and rushed out of the house quite unkempt.
6) reached school and realised that dawei lied to me; instead of 3 pple who were supposed to interview me, it was 6.
7) had stomach upsets.
8) finally managed to go shopping with pam and shiqi, hoping to buy the nice top i saw at forever 21 that day, but when i went today, i couldn't find it.
9) had a futile shopping trip today, didn't manage to buy anything.
10) was super tired, but i still had to walk home coz my grandfather came to visit and my mum wasn't free to fetch me from the train station.
1o reasons i am not happy today. i am now sad and tired.
decided to edit this entry coz i just found 2 more things to add to my list
11) when i first tried to turn on my comp just now, it almost died on me. so i ended up struggling with it for 5 mins before it worked.
12) my internet connection died out on me very badly just now. i think it's partly due to the critical state my comp is in. spent 10 mins trying to log onto the internet.
yes. that should be about it, 12 reasons why i am not happy today.
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