just changed my background song to some song that bruno recommended. it's quite nice. haha. hope you pple like it.
i am quite addicted to channel u 830 shows nowadays. it seems as though all the shows every night are nice to watch. haha. i know it's a bad time to get addicted to tv now, but just a little bit la.
just watched some idol search show called 'jue dui super star'. it's not bad for a local show i suppose. there was this blind guy who went for the show. he's really really good! i am not being sympathatic or anything, he really has the substance to be a super star. that's what i feel. his voice is so crystal clear and all. his stage presence is so inspirational and encouraging. it's just like the thin beam of light that you would appreciate when things get heavy and demoralising. although he can't see, the tone and emotion of his songs seem to convey it all. the female host of the show cried when he sang. i was touched too. when his name was called for the top 24, the audience(which comprised mainly of the other contestants who didn't make it) gave him a standing ovation. he deserves, more than anyone, he does. if i were there, i am sure i would be one of them too.
being born with a handicap doesn't mean you are doomed for failure. at least i don't think so. the society shouldn't despise there pple, it's not like they want to be like that, it's just their fate. as long as they don't despair, life can still go on.
i fully support the blind contestant. really hope he gets into the finals and ultimately becomes the winner of this idol search. although chances are slim in this cruel realistic world, i sincerely wish him all the best. shall do all i can within my means to help him to reach his dreams, shall buy his cd and vote for him.
currently listening to w-inds' songs. haha. stop cringing your faces la! keita is not bad ok. they have a new album out, it's called 'agahe'. shan't buy any more of their things, realised it's a total waste of money. cds are such a waste of money, unless it's for a good cause(like the blind guy incident). don't get the wrong idea though, i still like w-inds, if they EVER come to singapore for a concert, i will go for sure la!!!
oh yes!! talking about shuai-ges, i was damn happy yesterday after watching the 830 show on channel u. got 3 shuai ges!! so exciting!! hahaha. i am not despo or anything, but that show kinda proved that singapore isn't that hopeless for good-looking guys anymore. i still remember last year during CME, we were on the topic of marriage, then mrs lim was like 'class, what do you all think of the guys in singapore ah? handsome or not? the girls all quite pretty, but the guys ah..' then she shakes her head. hahahaha. then the whole class started agreeing like mad. i mean, you look at japan, taiwan and hongkong, so many shuai ges la!! just pick any guy from the road and you find a shuai ge. in singapore, you probably have you plough and plough and plough to find one decent looking guy. why????????? life in singapore is so sad for a girl.
anyway, as i was saying about that show, it was filmed at J8. yar, then the 'i not stupid' shuai guy made a special appearance, i think his name is joshua or sth. he was at yamaha for some piano recital, he played SO WELL! and quan yifeng was like 'aiyo! why you so shuai!'. hahaha. but he is really really really damn shuai la. a super super super rare species in singapore, someone pls label him a national treasure. haha. nah, just joking.
then there was this other shuai photographer guy! he was SO CUTE!! not shuai cute, but cute cute. =)
oh yes!! the third shuai ge!! i already thought he was shuai in pri school. he used to host some teenage punk show on channel 8, then he kinda disappeared for a while, then recently he returned back to mediacorp. i don't know what's his name, but i think he is damn shuai!! hahaha. probably too old for me, but doesn't matter, he's shuai all the same. XP
perhaps there is a slight slight slight hope for sinapore girls now. we should import shuai ges from other countries. haha.
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went shopping today!! damn happy!! and i really mean shopping, like i bought clothes and stuff, not just loitering around orchard and window shopping. i love my mum!!! =D
bought some nice Tees and a pair of shorts. i realised i buy mainly shirts nowadays, well, they are nice. Xp wanted to get new bottoms, but bottoms at orchard are really damn ex la, and i dun think they are that nice also.
i feel very happy today! quite tired also, walked from 2 to 8pm. hehe. spent most of the time at wisma and my mum was commenting that it seemed as though we couldn't walk out of it, well, it was quite true la, GSS mah. it's literally shop till you drop. damn happy!
the only regret i have today is that i wasn't able to get that topshop polo Tee. Wisma didn't have my size and paragon didn't carry that design. shaw was like at the other end of orchard, so even though they had it, i didn't buy it. =( saw some Sc juniors at topshop, didn't notice them at first until they started acting suspiciously. sigh. then after that i saw my dad's fren's daughter there also. damn cham. so i quickly left and went to isetan for a while. yes, i know i am anti-social. i like it that way.
anyway, there is a topshop branch at suntec, so i want to go there quite badly to get my shirt. seriously, i am even willing to go for class outing tomorrow if they change it to marina. suntec is only one stop away from marina mah. but sadly, they are sticking to ecp, so i guess i don't think i can get that polo tee so soon. so sad!!! i was quite excited ok.
not much for me to do online now. shall go watch k-drama with my mum. =D
i love you mummy!! <33
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i am so so so irritated!! why do pple keep thinking i am stupid?! it's the second time this week that i got insulted like this. argh!! so irritating!! i admit i am not the smartest person around, but i don't think i am stupid either, so stop treating me like an idiot! if you are just joking that i am stupid or dumb, it's ok, but if you really mean it and really think i am stupid, then i hate it. i can't stand it.
first it's ah pek when he tried to cover up how he found my blog url; he was crapping about getting the url from some ministry of defence database or something. -_-
i just can't get over this line that ah pek said - "i don't take you as a smart gurl".
like what the??!
then today it's aaron. meiyi, bernice and him came over to my house to do pw just now, then only aaron was doing all the work and the rest of us didn't have anything to do, so aaron said we could read his comics. k. this was what happened. sheesh! he had 2 comics in his bag, then i took one to read and meiyi took another one. aaron didn't say anything. then meiyi and i swopped comics. guess what aaron said to me?! 'this comic is for intelligent pple'. HELLO?! do you really think i am stupid??? then i was like 'whatever' and continued reading it. then a few minutes later, he said again 'i bet you don't understand half of what's going on'.
I WAS SO PISSED LA!! what the!! i know aaron is very smart etc, but does he have to insult me like this?? when meiyi was reading the comic, he didn't even say anything lor. argh.
i realised i was damn irritated with aaron just now. he was using my mum's precious sewing scissors to cut the pen casing despite me telling him not to countless times. -_- then when he was cutting the plastic bottles, i told him to cut it over the bin so that the bits won't fall on the ground, but he just ignored what i said. SO IRRITATING!!! then i was playing one my favourite CDs (the el dorado soundtrack) and he kept insisting that all the songs were guai lan. btw, el dorado is one of my fav movies and he was like 'what?? you like that show? it's all crap!" he didn't even watch it. ARGH.
aaron better not get in my way any time soon.
maybe it's the weather that i am so irritable now. but the part about insulting my intelligence, i am serious about it. you can say i am prideful or whatever, i don't really care.
now i know what pple think of me: i am gullible and stupid.
thanks a lot pple. i feel so happy to know that.
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i realise i get tired very easily nowadays. even after sleeping for 10 hours the night before, i wake up feeling tired. i have no idea why. my mum just told me over dinner that her good friend has anaemia, that's why she gets tired very easily. hmm. my mum says she will do a blood test for me this wednesday or sth. i feel so sleepy now.
my msn is currently screwed; i keep getting kicked out for no reason. i think i will re-install it again later when i am not so busy.
anyway, i was flipping through the newspapers today and i realised that there are a lot of good movies i wanna catch. so if you guys wanna watch any movies, remember to call me along k? XP
here's a list of movies i wanna watch:
downfall
5 children and it
hitchhikers guide to the galaxy
mr. and mrs. smith
batman
a lot like love
fantastic 4
charlie and the chocolate factory
the chronicles of narnia
i feel so tired now. feel so sleepy and groggy. btw, had amk's famous crab noodles for dinner after much pleading with my mum. i love it to bits!!
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i feel sad now. listening to 'journey' makes me feel even more sad, but i just like listening to it over and over again.
" sometimes it feels no one understands, i don't even know why i do the things i do"
possible reasons why i am so miserable and sad today:
1) i had a very bad dream last night, it wasn't a nightmare, but it wasn't a good dream. i can't remember the actual content, but all i know is that it was very disturbing and it disrupted my precious sleep.
2) i had to wake up early for fac com interview.
3) there was a lizard in the toilet.
4) i came out of the toilet in the morning and received an sms from dawei. he said i was late for the interview(it was 9am) and i haven't combed my hair or anything yet. dawei had sms-ed the wrong time to everyone; instead of telling us to go at 830, he smsed 930.
5) didn't finish getting ready and rushed out of the house quite unkempt.
6) reached school and realised that dawei lied to me; instead of 3 pple who were supposed to interview me, it was 6.
7) had stomach upsets.
8) finally managed to go shopping with pam and shiqi, hoping to buy the nice top i saw at forever 21 that day, but when i went today, i couldn't find it.
9) had a futile shopping trip today, didn't manage to buy anything.
10) was super tired, but i still had to walk home coz my grandfather came to visit and my mum wasn't free to fetch me from the train station.
1o reasons i am not happy today. i am now sad and tired.
decided to edit this entry coz i just found 2 more things to add to my list
11) when i first tried to turn on my comp just now, it almost died on me. so i ended up struggling with it for 5 mins before it worked.
12) my internet connection died out on me very badly just now. i think it's partly due to the critical state my comp is in. spent 10 mins trying to log onto the internet.
yes. that should be about it, 12 reasons why i am not happy today.
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had 2 consecutive class outings since mon. quite cool. haha. on monday, we went to seoul garden after bio tutorial. we somehow managed to shake gav and cq off until... horrors of horrors. cq suddenly popped up. what an idiot. anyway, i realised that i don't hate him, i am just disgusted.
ate A LOT at seoul garden.. just kept eating and eating and eating. quite happy! XP coz i had been craving for seoul garden since fri after paintball. the tomyam chicken simply rocks! i really like it a lot! haha. i just realised why i found aaron's condo's name so familiar - parc palais. it's amanda's ex-condo! no wonder! anyway, that condo is SUPER SUPER NICE~ the swimming pool has an aquarium(sth like the wisma one) and it has sharks and various tropical fishes. damn cool. then it's one of the few condos i know that actually has badminton courts, tennis courts, bbq pits, karaoke rooms, a library, etc. it's a really really nice condo. haha. but i must admit, my impression of it was formed about 4 years ago, so perhaps it isn't so clear anymore. and yes, one more point. it's on a disgusting hill. i remember climbing it the other time, was cursing like crap. =X but really, it's nicer than zhouhao's condo, so maybe we can go there some time.
met up with shiqi and pam after seoul garden, crapped a bit at coffee bean, then went home coz we were all tired and i didn't like lugging my heavy bag around orchard.
went to school yesterday for network meeting. then had to go to bishan to borrow more hk serials, so i ended up reaching home at about 3 sth, was already damn tired from all the walking. went out at night for kbox, i was late as usual. but i guess it's ok since they weren't doing much and i wasn't the latest anyway. kinda stoned around cine for 4 hours before we headed for kbox where we sang from 12am - 6am. sang sang sang. was kinda tired throughout, but i only slept a little, actually i won't even consider it sleeping, it was more of closing my eyes and resting. weijin slept the most, all he does is eat and sleep, then sleep and eat. what a pig.
anyway, by 6, i was tired and groggy, i didn't have much energy to move my limbs even though i ate throughout the night. had a slight tummy ache in the morning and was wishing badly to lie in the comfort of my bed. went home straight while most of the others had to go back to school. poor things.
reached home at about 7, changed my clothes and fell asleep. i love to sleep, simply love it. so i slept till about 130, woke up for lunch, stoned a little and realised that i was still very sleepy and tired. so i went back to sleep at about 3pm, thinking that i would only take an hour nap or sth. but guess what? i ended up waking up at 8pm la! O_o i can't believe i slept so much. but i feel quite alert now. haha.
i wanna go shopping tmr coz my shopping vouchers have finally arrived, but pam and shiqi can't make it, or rather they prefer to go out on sat instead. but sat is going to be so crowded and shopping will be so irritating with so many pple. shiqi is pissed now coz she can't wear her nice skirt and top out anymore. sigh. she really shouldn't be so snappy. anyway, so i guess i can't go out tmr.. sad. fri and sat are out coz i have things on already.
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