sigh. kevin knows about my blog now. stupid bean. so much about it being a secret and hiding it in a remote corner of the internet realm - it obviously failed. just told aaron about it 2 days ago, now kevin is going to know the url. damn it, my blog seems to be expanding quite fast. a lot of other pple have secret blogs too, but they somehow manage to keep it a secret very well. well, i guess i keep telling pple the url coz i already had the subconcious intention of telling them about it from the start. anyway, i had a poll to see if i should give kevin the url. luck was flowing his way - i shall give him the url after i finish this post.

just a note to anyone who reads this blog: this blog still remains as a secret private blog and you probably know of this blog either because i was conned into giving it to you*looks at the s72 guys* or because i decided that i wanted to let you know what was going on, what i felt about things and all. so basically, in school, this blog is supposed to be non-existent and please do not mention any thing about it to anyone; this applies even if the other party also knows of this blog. so, if another person comes along and asks me for my url, i might just end this blog. i mean it. who knows? i am already paving a road for the day i end my blog. haha.

ok, back to what i wanted to blog about.

i just read daryl's and jeffrey's blogs and i realised that they have secret crushes and all.. other pple seem to know what's going on except me. i am totally blur and kinda confused... really feel kinda sanba, want to know what's going on, but everyone's mouths are shut. damn it. i almost wanted to stoop as low as exchanging my blog url for jeff's crush. that's really despicable. so i shan't do that. my curiosity will die out. XP

anyway, i received a sms from shiqi this morning and she asked me if i wanted to join the youth flying club with her and pam, this way, we could hang out more together. youth flying club - cool cca. haha. i went down with my mum and dad to the seletar base to register and i am now officially on the waiting list. haha. the selections criteria is super strict, you have got to be at least 162cm and you eyesight degree has to be below 300. i am 161.5cm, so it was kinda precarious, but i managed to sign up anyway. i still have to go for a thorough medical check up next sat. i hope i pass the height limit at the doctor's. btw, i have this feeling that pam and shiqi might not be able to make the selection criteria. shiqi isn't singaporean and pam is literally half deaf. sigh. but then again, even if i pass the medical criteria, i might not pass the interview; apparently, they ask questions like 'do you want to join RSAF when you grow up?', 'what do you know about the history of sg youth flying club'. O______o
the admin person at yfc told me that this is a very taxing cca to join and a lot of pple quit after a few months. the pple who join are mainly guys.. haha, my mum was very concerned if there were more guys or more girls. duh, there were more guys. haha, my mum was scanning through the whole stack of recruits and exclaiming at the number of guys... so paiseh. haha. but then again, if i can't find anyone to join with me, i might quit also. sigh. shall try bugging pple to join with me.. but almost 90% hwachongians are half blind. sigh. maybe i shall find a spark of hope in the second intakers, but chances are really slim though. hope pam and shiqi can make it through the selection rounds.
yupz, i was thinking.. if i really can get into yfc(which i will only know in 6 mths O_o), i am going to join interact also. probably going to quit first aid club and network if that's the case. hmm.. but i haven't really decided, i am quite sure i am going to quit first aid club though, but regarding network.. we shall see.
my class pple went out to kbox today. i didn't want to go coz i didn't want to go out on saturdays anymore. anyway, i felt that kbox was ex, and i can't sing, don't want to anyway. apparently, the response was quite bad. haha. actually, i was kinda wavering last night if i should go out today. i came to a conclusion - if they decided to go and play pool, both anna and i would go. but if they decided to go to ecp or kbox, then i shall stay at home. oh well, i guess they chose the later and hence i stay at home. haha. quite glad i stayed at home anyway.. had a chance to go to yfc to sign up.
i just asked kevin a routine qns i asked almost everyone who has access to my blog: rate upon 10 how badly you want to read it. he said 5. he blew away his chance. i was quite insulted. 5?! that's a bare pass!
i think he regrets it now coz his curiosity seems as though it's going to explode any moment now. haha, the rating has gone up to 7 and now 10. haha.
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