i really wanted to update yesterday, but i was too busy writing my stupid debate script. i hate debate. really sucks like mad.
i think i mentioned in my previous entries that i somehow, got sabotaged into being one of my class speakers and it is really terrible since i can't argue for nuts. anyway, there waws much confusion about our motion and who we were up against. on monday, LK(civics tutor) told us that our motion had something to do with beauty pageants, so we did all the research and had our pts all assigned. then somehow, we kinda found out that our motion was wrong, and we were supposed to be be doing sth about chemical castration; it's just about injecting some drug into sex offenders to reduce their sex drive. yar, quite weird lah.. anyway, so we had only about 2 days to do our research and plan our speech and all, it was TERRIBLE! i stayed up till 12 last night, trying to stretch my damn script. I HATE DEBATE. like REALLY HATE IT!
our opponents was a humans class and they had this really pro RGS debater who obviously won best speaker. i was super nervous, couldn't concentrate at all during bio lecture, so i have no idea what's going on for proteins. damn it. and when i was saying my speech, i was kinda trembling and the worst thing was that i lost my line halfway reading my script. >.< and the proposition kept raising POIs, damn annoying.
and our class obviously lost because our speech was not concise enough and we didn't emphasise our main pts, so it was just like some long essay that we read out. quite lame. we lost by 4 marks... actually, we aren't supposed to know which class won, but anna and i managed to peep at the score sheet. hehe.
i simply refuse to take part in the second round of debate. Pheywa, Jiangyue and Zhouhao can do it, everyone will be happy. hehe. of course anna and i will also be happy, but i think some one ELSE will be ECSTATIC! lolz.
slacked in school just now after debate.. my mortal finally replied a letter after 3 weeks. sigh.
i realised that i have become a gossip monger. this is really bad. i shouldn't gossip so much. hehe. but everyone in my class is creating scandals like mad and i really MEAN MAD, especially the guys, they simply LOVE it. they are always armed with their camera phones and always secretly taking photos of 'couples' together and showing it to everyone else. lolz! but i should stop scandalising anyway. hehe. MUST SHUT MY MOUTH.
i am quite dead for my school work, haven't revised my lecture notes and i simply can't understand what the lecturers are mumbling about. i haven't been doing any work for the last few days because i was too caught up with debate and now that is has come to a temporary close, i am not sure what i wanna do tonight. i have 2-3 projects on hand, and they have datelines that are quite near. damn.
i am super tired now, but i think i should do some work lah... but i doubt i can concentrate.
there is chem and bio prac tomorrow.. going do die.
valentine's day is this monday, not sure what to get for pple... i don't think i have the time to go and buy it anyway. i must quarantine myself at home... my mum thinks that i am busier than my 'o' level year. haha.
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