i really hate debate. damn it. today, when anna and i told zhouhao that he had to debate again with jiangyue and pheywa, of course he didn't agree. yar... he insisted in drawing lots. but like duh, he cheated. -_-" i wasn't present when they drew the lots coz i couldn't wait to eat the minced pork noodles.. hehe. anyway, apparently zhouhao wrote three lots that said 'haha, you're in' and two other lots that said 'you're safe'. then before the lots were folded, he grabbed the 'you're safe' lot and ran away. damn lame. yar.. then anna grabbed the other good lot and ran away too! oh wow. but of course when anna came to tell me that i was in the debate after drawing lots and that she and zhouhao were safe, i got suspicious lah, luckily pheywa came and told me how they cheated. yar. then zhouhao went to create more lots and then by the time i went back, he was like 'here's the last lot'. of course i didn't accept and i was running away from him. he thought it was quite funny though. funny meh? guys.
yar, then somehow, zhouhao and i started arguing who was to be in the team. after math lecture, he was trying to convince me that i was the best person out of the three to do it coz i only debated once(i was chairwoman) while the two of them had already debated twice. i mean, it's true lah, but it really wasn't my fault that i wasn't given a chance to debate in the first round. yar... so i was very annoyed and super flustered because i couldn't think of any other excuse to get out of debate. so before bio prac, i was like 'i am not going to be in the debate team, just going to pon that day. i don't care. try me' and i think i had this really pissed look on my face coz just now zhouhao didn't come and settle this problem with me after school, but just sms-ed me to say sorry for making me pissed. sigh. i mean, yar, i was a little pissed lah, but i guess it was more of being flustered and DESPERATE to get out of debate than being pissed. i think i made him feel really guilty because he kept apologising. but really, it's ok already. i understand how felt this morning when anna and i tried to sabo him into staying in the debate team, it's the same as how he and anna were trying to sabo me into debate. so i totally understand why he was so desperate to make me stay in the debate team... i probably would have acted the same way as him. yupz, so i decided that it really isn't nice to sabo anyone like that, must always consider other pple's feelings. so i kinda of a few ways to achieve a win-win situation. the ideas are quite lame, but i guess if we really work the details, it would pull through. hmm.. maybe those you read my blog can choose which is the best way for all 3 of us to get out of debate..
1) find out which class we are debating against and try and convince them to give up also. so in this case, if both our classes give up, then we don't lose anything. but if the other class finds out that we dun wanna debate, they might just insist that we have a walkover and they win. this might just be our last resort.
2)find out when is the debate and 3 of us can fall sick on the debate day. hopefully, we can push it to tuesday, so that if i pon, i don't miss much... but i miss PE!! but it would be super obvious if we all pon, so i was thinking, i can say i have very bad cramps in the morning, then can't go to school. then anna can fall sick due to exhaustion from softball and zhouhao can get a sore throat. haha, quite realistic ailments since it will be after chinese new year. yar, so we can't carry on the debate with just pheywa and jiangyue.
i really don't like the feeling of being up there in the centre of the class and trying to say something stupid that the other team would pick out and tackle you offensively with. the feeling is just too helpless and solitary. never wanna go up there.
stayed back to watch hcc(jieying) do her chicken fists, but couldn't find her... quite disappointed...i doubt i will do any work tonight lah... this is bad.. keep procrastinating. going to ntuc later to do some new year shopping! so fun! haven't been there since the beginning of the year!

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