this is the second entry that i am typing today. i am quite groggy now and my mum just told me that i look like my eyes are half closed already, that's exactly how i feel now - sleepy.
i was reading the blogs of people from s72 and it was really quite insightful.
i read kevin's, kit yeng's and minjie's blogs yesterday and it really allowed me to see the other side of them that i really don't see at school, especially the guys, since i don't have the habit of talking to them very much.
today i read zhouhao's blog. i am quite freaked out. like really freaked out. i haven't said more than 5 sentences to him in my whole life and i think i would like to keep that record stagnant. i mean, before i read his blog, i thought he was quite normal and ordinary. just a tchs squasher who has mutant genes that gave him his mutant height - 1.85m. he doesn't seem to talk very much, but i thought that he was just tired or something. but apparently not.
his blog entries are super cheem, just like a descriptive essay, so i was quite put off by it when i tried to read it last night. but when i scanned through the archives, trying to look for details about his gf, i realised another side of this quiet guy. he is a very devote christian and an extreme mugger. i really can't believe it. his entries are either about his church gatherings or about his worries for o levels, he has multiple entries about his analysis of what grade he thinks he can get for each subject and detailed description of each o level paper he attempted, apparently, they were all easy to him. i really don't think he should be that over-confident, but maybe it really was THAT easy for him... he looks so physically fit and all, but after reading his blog, i realised that he is actually a mentally weak person. sometimes i see him walking alone, drifting away from the rest of the class, or just sitting alone, not wanting to have any human contact. i feel quite sad for him.. but i don't wish to talk to him... there is no common topic between us and i don't even know him personally. hopefully, he will snap out of it soon coz life will definitely have its ups and downs, it really is up to us to decide how to deal with it.
Aaron agrees with me on that. i was chatting with him just now and i also discovered a new side of him. in class, he seems like the class clown with a straight face, but incredibly amusing comments about things around us, but online, he seems different, just like another person all together. no doubt he still says funny things and all, but he can get quite serious too. accordinging to him, he smiles at difficulties and deals with them openly. he hasn't been depressed since sec 1. that's really cool and i wish i can learn from him.
huizhong is super super super nice!! always caring for others and putting others' interests before herself.
i am still trying to understand the people in my class. i should start to observe people to see what they are really like. blogs are really useful in this case.

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