Friday, January 21, 2005
another safe day. nobody seems to have discovered my secret blog yet, so let's keep it that way.
went for my mum's staff lunch at marriott hotel today... it was international buffet. the food was quite good, especially the BREAD PUDDING and chicken,winter melon soup. really liked it a lot. but i didn't get to eat that much or go for second helpings of each dish coz i was scared my fat tummy would show when i stood up >_<
lunch was quite akward coz my mum sat with her staff on one table and the rest of the family members sat on another table. the dads talked of course, mainly over business and stocks. my dad was trying to be friendly and nice to me in front of the other people.
anyway, i really wanted to cut my hair just now... my mind was so occupied by it the whole day that i couldn't read my econs notes at all. i simply couldn't decide if i wanted to cut my hair of not. if i were to cut my hair, should i rebond it? i really couldn't decide. i have been spending too much money, i think i must have spent at least $600 since the hols and i feel really bad about it. i know money doesn't come easy, but i really didn't mean to spend so much. i love you mummy! my mum agreed to let my straighten my hair tomorrow. apparently it is at a promotion rate of $88, but it is still quite ex since the price doesn't include cut, so in total, i would be spending about $110+ on my hair again. i feel really bad. but i really can't stand my thick waves. i must remind my mum to borrow the hair straightener from er yi.
now that i am quite convinced to straighten my hair, the next question is.. what type of hair style should i have? should i leave it to kenzo? or should i have a chic one? i really don't know. why am i so indecisive? i was never like that. my heart feels very uncertain; i think i have lost my direction. pam has agreed to cut her hair with me tomorrow. thanks pam!
pheywa and dawei just asked me if i wanna meet the rest of the class earlier tomorrow at about 2pm to just hang out. i decided that i don't wish to belong to the enthu gang, it's just too much and it isn't really me to say the same things as them. we seem to have on different levels of thoughts. i mean.. on thurs, they were teasing kevin for loving to eat cheese cake, while the rest of them only at cheap butter and pandan cake. lame isn't it? i have been eating cheese cake since 8 and nobody has said anything about it, it is really quite normal, no need to make a big hoohaa about it. oh well. i should get used to it, they are going to be my classmates for two years and it doesn't really matter what they say lah.. they are quite nice people. my class people seem to like s72, that's great. i like s72 too, but not that much i guess. i should hang out with the fun girls like elaine, kityeng,rachel,zhiyu,jiashee,etc. and just stay with them, their jokes are much more comprehendable.
thinking about my class, i just have to remember about the class clowns- daryl,gavin and aaron. they are really very funny people... quite sanba too, but that's great isn't it? haha, have you seen guys who are so enthu about creating scandals and splashing it with evidence all over their blogs? well, it seems to be a trend in my class. jeffery has VERY good scandals! he just created the funniest one ever! gavin and lenette! jeff splashed pictures of lenette all over his blog! lolz! i love funny people.
i just bought mulan 2!! super happy! mulan had been my jingshenzhishu(mental support) for my 'o's and i would never have made it without the show. i am now waiting for my bro to pack his bag and sis to bathe so that we can watch it together. but i am quite sleepy now.
i really miss sc now, especially the people. meeting felicia,shiqi,heather,pam and birong tomorrow.
there is JTS at fish and co tomorrow, hopefully, i will start to like my class and feel belonged to it again. my seniors are very nice people.
(emilia) blogged at 9:29 PM
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